Dear Sweet Pea...

Dear Sweet Pea,

You'll learn pretty quickly that I'm rather sentimental (I can just imagine you giggling at this when you're older, because it's an understatement).

Anyways, I've been thinking a lot about your daddy lately (and getting sentimental). It's a really fun thing to take this journey towards parenthood with him, and I can't wait to watch him take on this new role. I love your daddy very much, and grow to love him more in little ways and big ways every day. I don't have a doubt in my mind that you will love your daddy too. I want to tell you a little bit about him before you make your appearance in this world. It'll be interesting for you to read this when you're older and see what (if anything) has changed.

First and foremost, your daddy may look big and slightly intimidating, but he is a just a big teddy bear. He's one of the most gentle and kind people I've ever known. I look forward to seeing you in his arms, and watching him gently kiss and snuggle you.

Sweet Pea, you've already got his heart. I know because of how he puts his hand on you, talks to you, and hugs you by putting his hands on either side of the bump of my belly and giving it a little squeeze. He just felt you for the first time a week or so ago. He was really excited, and couldn't wait to feel you more. He says on almost a daily basis, "I can't wait to meet her!" Me too, Sweet Pea. Me too.

Your daddy is not really sentimental like me...but he certainly is loving and a great caretaker too! There's a story that your Grammy tells about when your dad was younger. He was 12 or 13 when your Auntie Gracia was a baby. Grammy says that he got up when Auntie Gracia woke up in the middle of the night. He would take care of her, and made sure she was okay. What a guy! I know he'll take good care of you too. And although he may not say it as outwardly or often as I do, he loves you very, very much.

You and your daddy will have lots of fun too! He talks about all the things he wants to teach you and do with you. He's a good teacher - very patient with stubborn people like me. You've already shown your stubborness...so he'll be sure to be patient with you too.

I think it's been a little hard for your dad to not know you as well as I feel I do already (you and I spend lots of time together!), which is especially why I look forward to when you come so that HE gets a chance to meet you, hold you, and love you. You are such a special part of our life already, Sweet Pea. We can't wait to meet you!

Love, Your Mom